Software Images icon An illustration of two photographs. Images Donate icon An illustration of a heart shape Donate Ellipses icon An illustration of text ellipses. Around the fire: stories of beginnings Item Preview. EMBED for wordpress. Want more? Advanced embedding details, examples, and help! Watch options. Storyline Edit. Around the Fire is the deeply resonant story of a boy named Simon, who despite being raised in an upper-class Manhattan household with all its privileges--and restrictions--is haunted by the mysterious circumstances surrounding the death of his mother.
In Simon's eyes, his high-powered businessman father Matt wasted no time in remarrying his stepmother Lauren, a woman with a perfect facade whom he suspects of having an affair with Matt long before his mother's demise. When Simon is sent away to boarding school in preparation to attend Princeton, he meets Andrew, who introduces him to marijuana and LSD, and immerses him into a whole new world populated by dreamers, artists, utopians, flower children and partiers who spend the better part of their lives "on tour" at musical festivals.
Simon is deeply moved by the beauty and freedom of these people, and feels they are the family he has always sought. At his very first concert Simon meets Jennifer, a beautiful young hippie to whom he is immediately attracted, Trace, a hipster on the road less traveled who immediately bonds with him, and Kevin, a champion of the "seize the day" ethic who is dying of AIDS.
As Simon delves deeper into this new-found free-spirited lifestyle, he must face an inevitable conflict not only with the life his father has planned for him, but also with the self-destructive emotional turmoil deep within. Struggling to come to terms with these conflicts, Simon makes a series of bad decisions which land him in a strict drug rehab program run by a street-smart, yet caring woman named Kate.
It is here that Simon is made to take a look at himself in an honest light and to learn that until he finds out what is right for him, his chances for happiness will be fleeting at best. Finding a place to belong is just the beginning. Did you know Edit. Trivia This movie was filmed on-location in Novato, California.
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There is nothing cheesy about it at all. As for the acting, it was very good, especially Devon's role. Although he can act like a geek at times, it's part of his style, I still think he did an excellent job! FAQ 1. How do I get listed on here in the credits? Details Edit. I only pray that I have more than the proverbial nine lives of a cat.
I first avoided death as a teenager in , when I was hanging upside down from the branch of a mango tree and it broke. When I hit the ground, my friends thought I was dead. In , when I was leading a company of commandos as a major in the mountainous Northern Areas, I should have been on a plane of Pakistan International Airlines that crashed into a glacier up in the Himalayas on a flight from Gilgit to Islamabad.
At the last minute, I hadn't boarded it, because the bodies of two of my men who had been killed by an avalanche had been found, and my commanding officer and I opted to give up our seats to make the weight available for the conveyance of the bodies.
The plane has still not been found. I had been selected to become military sec- retary to the president, but as luck would have it, another brigadier was appointed to the post at the last minute. That poor man went to a fiery death instead of me. The crash was never fully explained and remains a mystery in the modern history of Pakistan. My closest call was in , when, as a lieutenant general com- manding the Mangla Corps, I was called to army headquarters in Rawalpindi for a conference.
After finishing my official commitments, I went off with a friend, Lieutenant Colonel Aslam Cheema, to play bridge in his office, which was at a remote location. My commander of aviation, who was flying a helicopter back to Mangla started looking for me.
He wanted to take me back to Mangla by the chopper to avoid the two-hour road journey. I would have readily flown with him. But he didn't know where I was, gave up looking, and left. The helicopter crashed and he died. A simple game of bridge with a friend saved me. On October 12, , I was chief of the army staff, the highest mil- itary position in Pakistan. My plane was about to land at Karachi from Colombo, when the prime minister effectively hijacked it from the ground, blocking the runway and closing all airports in Pakistan.
He ordered my plane to leave Pakistan air space. Our fuel was so low that we would have crashed had the army not taken control of Karachi Airport before it was too late.
We landed with only seven minutes of fuel to spare. The nearly fatal confrontation with the prime minister brought me to power—a story that I will relate fully in this book. I also had two brushes with death in the India-Pakistan war of As if these real risks were not enough, in , when I took off from New York to Pakistan after the United Nations Summit, the pilot alarmed me by relaying a message that air traffic control claimed there might be a bomb on the plane.
We returned to New York to find, after hours of search, that the warning was a hoax. But the events of December put me in the front line of the war on terror and are part of my reason for writing this book now, while I am still fighting. My aide-de-camp met me with two pieces of news: Pakistan had beaten India in a polo match, and Saddam Hussein had been caught.
I made my way home to Army House. As my car became airborne I imme- diately realized what was happening—I was staring terrorism in the face. I thought ruefully that while leaders of other countries only visit scenes of carnage later or see it on a television screen, I was personally in the midst of it. Not only that—I was the target. But unlike most lead- ers, I am also a soldier, chief of the army staff, and supreme com- mander of my country's armed forces.
I am cut out to be in the midst of battle—trained, prepared, and equipped. Fate and the confluence of events have seen to it that Pakistan and I are in the thick of the fight against terrorism. My training has made me constantly ready for the assignment. I had just crossed a bridge very near Army House when it hap- pened.
All four wheels of my car left the road and we shot quite some distance up in the air. Though the sound of the explosion was muffled by the armor plating of the car, I knew instinctively that it was a bomb. So did my military secretary. I knew too that it was a huge bomb, because it had lifted the three-ton Mercedes clean off the road.
I looked back and saw a pall of smoke, dust, and debris on the bridge that we had just sped over. When we reached Army House, about yards meters away, my deputy military secretary, Lieutenant Colonel Asim Bajwa, who had been traveling in another vehicle in my motorcade, confirmed that the explosion was an assassination attempt. I entered the house to find my wife, Sehba, and my mother sitting in the family lounge.
Sehba has been with me through thick and thin— avalanches, hijacked flights, risky road journeys. She had heard the explosion because Army House is so close to the bridge. She saw me enter and started to ask what the explosion had been about. My mother's back was to the door, and she didn't realize that I had arrived. I put my finger to my lips and motioned to Sehba to come out of the room, lest my mother hear and become terribly upset, as any mother would.
In the corridor, I told Sehba that it had been a bomb meant to kill me, but that everything was all right now. After comforting her I drove back to the bridge to get a firsthand look at the situation. There was still chaos at the bridge, and the people there were utterly surprised to see me. Keeping the news from my mother was impossible, of course. She soon discovered what had happened as concerned colleagues, rela- tives, and friends started calling or dropping in.
The story was all over television and on the front pages of newspapers the next day. I had over- shadowed both Saddam and polo, at least in Pakistan.
We did not hesitate. Both of us went. Our decision caused no little consternation among the guests, as they thought that I had good reason to remain in the safety of my house only a few hours after terrorists had tried to assassinate me. I am sure that my escape, and my not breaking my schedule, must have caused disappointment and dismay among the terrorists.
Sticking to the schedule may have caused some concern among my security personnel, but they are trained to take such things in stride. It certainly did cause some inconvenience to motorists, as the traffic along the route was blocked. Before the assassination attempt, I would flow with the normal traf- fic, stopping at every red light.
Now things started changing. The police started blocking all traffic in either direction along the route that I was to take. There were new escort vehicles on either side of my car. And, of course, my exact schedule would not be known to anyone except those closest to me. People had barely stopped chattering about this assassination attempt when—on December 25, , a holiday—there was yet another one.
My chief security officer, Colonel Uyas, and my aide-de-camp, Major Tanveer, were in the lead car of my newly expanded motorcade. Next came the escort car. I was in the third car with my military secretary. We crossed the fateful bridge, which was still under repair after the bomb blast, and reached a gasoline pump on the right.
In front of the pump there was an opening in the median of the two-way road for U-turns. The oncoming traffic had been blocked. There was a police- man standing at the opening. Reflexively, I turned and looked over my right shoulder at the van, as one does when one sees something odd. Then I looked straight ahead. It all took a split second. Hardly had I turned my head back when there was a deafening bang and my car was up in the air again.
All hell broke loose. There was smoke; there was debris; there were body parts and pieces of cars. Vehicles had been blown to smithereens, human beings ripped to pieces.
It turned dark, and we couldn't see any- thing. It was the middle of the afternoon, but it seemed like dusk. Jan Mohammad, my admirable driver, reflexively put his foot on the brake. I took out my Glock pistol, which is always with me, and shouted to Jan Mohammad in Urdu, "Dabaa, dabaa"—"drive, drive.
Again there was a horrendous bang. Again all hell broke loose. The first explosion had come from our right rear; this one came straight on from the immedi- ate right front. Something big and very heavy hit the windshield. I don't know what it was, but it made a big dent in the bulletproof glass— which, however, did not break. It came from such an angle that any broken glass would have gotten either my driver or me.
Once again my car took off. Again there were human parts, car parts, debris, smoke, and dust—and a lot of noise. Again it went dark— very dark.
It seemed as if midnight had come at noon. My car's tires had blown. We were on the rims now, but such cars are designed to go on their rims for thirty-five miles or so fifty or sixty kilometers. Again Jan Mohammad hit the brakes, and again I shouted, "Dabaa, dabaa. Hit the accelerator. Let's get out of here. Sehba, of course, had heard the horrific explosions and had run out to the porch. When she saw the first car roll in on its rims—spewing smoke, filled with holes, and plastered with human flesh—she started screaming.
She screamed and screamed. I had never seen her do that before. She is always calm in the face of danger and during horrific events, then she has a delayed reaction the next day, when tears come. But now she was screaming uncontrollably, hysterically. She started running toward the gate. I asked her, "What are you doing? Where are you going? I couldn't understand what she was saying, except, "What is going on?
What is happening? It also diverted my mind and the minds of others with me from our own shock. I got hold of her and took her inside the house. I sat with her and told her, "Look at me, I am all right, everything is all right. I looked at the cars and saw that the lead car was the most badly dam- aged, especially its right rear door. It too had sunk down to its rims. Tanveer's hair was standing straight up, I suppose because the blasts had created static.
Any normal car would have been blown to bits, destroyed beyond recognition. As it was, human flesh and blood were all over the cars. They were a gruesome sight. The squad car that had been behind me was also very badly damaged. All in all, I was told, fourteen people had been killed. Three of our peo- ple had been injured. The poor policeman standing at the gap between the two roads had come in front of the first suicide van and been blown to bits.
A police van had stopped the second suicide bomber from hitting my car by ramming into his vehicle. The van had blown up, killing all five policemen in it, including an inspector. It was heartrending. The first suicide bomber had hit the nine-inch-high If the police hadn't blocked the oncoming traffic, God alone knows how many more would have been killed or mutilated. We later discovered that there was supposed to be a third suicide bomber to attack me frontally where the road had no median divider.
For some reason he didn't materialize. At the time I thought that either he had lost his nerve after seeing what had happened to his two co- terrorists, or he thought that they must have gotten me, and ran away to save himself and come back to kill another day.
If he had not abandoned the job he would almost certainly have succeeded in killing me, for by then my car was in very bad shape and was "naked," without protection. Such are the ways of the Almighty. The full story of that investigation needs to be told, because it represents one of our greatest victories in the war on terror. I will relate it in full in these pages.
But first, you need to know how I came to be the man the assassins were targeting. The story of my life coincides almost from the beginning with the story of my country—so the chapters that follow are a biography not only of a man, but of Pakistan as well. T hese were troubled times. These were momentous times. There was the light of freedom; there was the darkness of genocide. It was the dawn of hope; it was the twilight of empire.
It was a tale of two countries in the making. On a hot and humid summer day, a train hurtled down the dusty plains from Delhi to Karachi. Hundreds of people were piled into its compartments, stuffed in its corridors, hanging from the sides, and sit- ting on the roof There was not an inch to spare.
But the heat and dust were the least of the passengers' worries. The tracks were littered with dead bodies—men, women, and children, many hideously mutilated. The passengers held fast to the hope of a new life, a new beginning in a new country—Pakistan—that they had won after great struggle and sacrifice. Thousands of Muslim families left their homes and hearths in India that August, taking only the barest of necessities with them.
Train after train transported them into the unknown. Many Hindus and Sikhs heading in the opposite direction, leaving Pakistan for India, were butchered in turn by Muslims. Many a train left India swarming with passengers only to arrive in Pakistan car- rying nothing but the deafening silence of death. All those who made this journey and lived have a tale to tell.
This is the story of a middle-class family, a husband and wife who left Delhi with their three sons. Their second-born boy was then four years and three days old. All that he remembered of the train journey was his mother's tension.
She feared massacre by the Sikhs. Her tension increased every time the train stopped at a station and she saw dead bodies lying along the tracks and on the platforms. The train had to pass through the whole of the Punjab, where a lot of killings were taking place. The little boy also remembered his father's anxiety about a box that he was guarding closely.
It was with him all the time. He protected it with his life, even sleeping with it under his head, like a pillow. There were , rupees in it, a princely sum in those days. The money was destined for the foreign office of their new country. The little boy also remembered arriving in Karachi on August He remembered, too, the swarm of thankful people who greeted them. There was food, there was joy, there were tears, there was laughter, and there was a lot of hugging and kissing.
There were thanksgiving prayers too. People ate their fill. I have started my narration in the third person because the story of that August train is something I have been told by my elders, not something I remember in detail.
I have little memory of my early years. Nehar means canal. My brother Javed, who is something of a genius, was born one year before me. When my younger brother Naved arrived later, our family was complete. Nehar Wali Haveli belonged to my great-grandfather, Khan Bahadur Qazi Mohtashim ud din, who was the deputy collector of revenue in Delhi. The honorific Syed denotes a family that is descended directly from the Holy Prophet Muhammad, peace be upon him. I am told that generations ago my father's family came from Saudi Arabia.
My grandfather was said to be an exceptionally handsome man and was a landlord of some stature from Panipat, in northern India. He left my grandmother, Amna Khatoon, and married a second time, leaving their two sons, Syed Musharrafuddin my father and Syed Ashrafud- din, to their mother. She moved with her sons to her father's home, where I would be born. My father, Syed Musharrafuddin, and his elder brother graduated from the famous Aligarh Muslim University, now in India.
My father then joined the foreign office as an accountant. He ultimately rose to the position of director. He died just a few months after I took the reins of my country. Khan Bahadur Qazi Fazle Ilahi, my mother's father, was a judge— the word qazi means judge. He was progressive, very enlightened in thought, and quite well off He spent liberally on the education of all his sons and daughters. My mother, Zarin, graduated from Delhi Univer- sity and earned a master's degree from Lucknow University at a time when few Indian Muslim women ventured out to get even a basic education.
After graduation, she married my father and shifted to Nehar Wali Haveli. My parents were not very well off, and both had to work to make ends meet, especially to give their three sons the best education they could afford. The house was sold in , and my parents moved to an austere government home built in a hollow square at Baron Road, New Delhi.
We stayed in this house until we migrated to Pakistan in My mother became a schoolteacher to augment the family income. My parents were close, and their shared passion was to give their chil- dren the best possible upbringing—our diet, our education, and our values. My mother walked two miles more than three kilometers to school and two miles back, not taking a tonga a horse-drawn car- riage , to save money to buy fruit for us. We always looked forward to that fruit. Though we were not by any means rich, we always studied in the top schools.
Neither do I have any memory of friends or neighbors. It started off as a fishing village on the coast of the Ara- bian Sea. In it became the capital of Pakistan. The capital has since been shifted to Islamabad, a picturesque new city nestled in the foothills of the Himalayas.
On our arrival in Karachi, my father was allotted two rooms in a long barracks often two-room units in a place called Jacob Lines. There was a kitchen and an old-style toilet that had no flush mechanism. Along one side of the building ran a veranda covered by a green wooden trellis.
Other uprooted members of our family—assorted aunts and uncles and cousins—came to live with us. At one time there were eighteen of us living in those two rooms. But we were all happy. I now realize that we accepted all this discomfort because our morale was supremely high—as were our spirit of sacrifice and our sense of accom- modation.
Actually, we could have filed a claim to get a house in place of the huge home that my maternal grandfather had owned in Delhi. Left behind, it had become "enemy property.
One night I saw a thief hiding behind the sofa in our apartment. Though I was only a little boy, I was bold enough to quietly slip out to my mother, who was sleeping on the veranda my father had left for Turkey. I told her that there was a thief inside, and she started scream- ing. Our neighbours assembled. The thief was caught with the only thing of value we had—a bundle of clothes. While he was being thrashed, he cried out that he was poor and very hungry.
It was a sign of the sense of accommodation and of helping each other that we shared in those days. Our cook, Shaukat, who had come with my mother when she got married—in her dowry, so to speak—also came with us from Delhi.
He was an excellent cook. He now lives in Hyderabad, Sindh, and I last met him when I was a major general. My brother Javed and I were enrolled in St. Patrick's School, run by Catholic missionaries, but I don't remember much about it at this time, except that we had to walk a mile to it and a mile back about 1.
My father started working at the new foreign office, which was then located in a building called Mohatta Palace. It was later to become the residence of Miss Fatima Jinnah, sister of Pakistan's founding father, Mohammad Ali Jinnah, whom we respectfully call Quaid-e-Azam, "great leader. We would visit him there some- times. I remember that the facilities were so sparse that he didn't even have a chair to sit on.
He used a wooden crate instead. Often the office ran short of paper clips, thumbtacks, and even pens. My father would use the thorns of a desert bush that grows everywhere in Karachi to pin his papers together. He would also sometimes write with a thorn by dipping it in ink. This was the state of affairs in the new Pakistan, not least because India was stalling and raising all sorts of hurdles rather than sending us our portion of the pre-Partition assets. Actually, the British had decided to quit India—"grant freedom," as they arrogantly called it—in June But Lord Louis Mountbatten, the last viceroy, persuaded London that Britain could not hold on till then and had the date moved forward to August This was announced in April In the frenetic four months before Partition, one of the many decisions made mutually by the representatives of Pakistan, India, and the British government was the allocation of assets to the two new countries.
Now free and no longer under the dictates of the British gov- ernment, India was not honoring its commitment. My father was a very honest man, not rich at all, but he would give money to the poor—"because their need is greater. Like most Asian mothers, despite their demure public demeanor, my mother was the dominant influence on our fam- ily. But on the issue of giving to the needy my father always got his way, because he wouldn't talk about it. My mother had to continue working to support us.
Instead of becoming a schoolteacher again, she joined the customs service. I remember her in her crisp white uniform going to Korangi Creek for the arrival of the seaplane, which she would inspect. I also remember that she once seized a cargo of smuggled goods and was given a big reward for it.
One sad event that I remember vividly was the death of our founder, the Quaid-e-Azam, on September 11, It was akin to a thirteen- month-old baby losing its only parent.
Quaid-e-Azam Mohammad Ali Jinnah has best been described by his biographer, the American writer Stanley Wolpert: "Few individuals significantly alter the course of history. Fewer still modify the map of the world. Hardly anyone can be credited with creating a nation-state. Mohammad Ali Jinnah did all three. The funeral procession had to pass through Bundar Road—the main avenue of Karachi—very close to our house.
I remember sitting on a wall along the road for hours waiting for the funeral cortege, with friends from our locality. When it came, everyone cried. I could not hold back my tears. It was a day of the greatest national loss and mourn- ing. The nation felt a sense of hopelessness and uncertainty. It is to the credit of the Quaid's successor, Liaqat Ali Khan, our first prime minis- ter, that he ably pulled the nation out of its depression.
Those were happy years in Karachi. Hardship was overcome by hope and the excitement of being in our new country and playing one's part in building it. This excitement and hope infused the young too. The thrill that comes from the memory of hope to be fulfilled, the excitement of great things to come, often returns to me.
Once again I am transported back to being a little boy on the train to Pakistan. Those years in Karachi were an important time for me, as indeed they were for all of us who had taken such a risk by migrating to our new country.
A metamorphosis took place in me in the first months and years after Partition. An uprooted little boy found earth that was natural to him. He took root in it forever.
I would protect that earth with my life. My brothers and I were very excited by the idea of going to another country. Our seven-year stay there would prove to have a huge influence on my worldview. Turkey and Pakistan have many things in common—first and fore- most, Islam. Just as Pakistan was a new country in , Atatiirk's country was a "New Turkey.
His grateful people call him Ataturk, "father of the turks. Thus, Mustafa Kemal Pasha Atatiirk. Much of Pakistan's cuisine originated in Turkey. So does Urdu, our national language—my parents' tongue. Ordu is a Turkish word mean- ing "army. One is their deep sense of patriotism and pride in everything Turkish. The other is their very visible love and affection for Pakistan and Pakistanis. For three young boys, the journey to Turkey was filled with wonder.
Travel- ing by ship was a unique experience for us. We found a house in Ankara and stayed in it for a year. We would move to three more houses, staying for a year each in the second and third, before settling in the fourth for the remainder of our time in Turkey.
These were only medium-size houses, but comfortable and adequate for our needs—certainly a far cry from the two-room apart- ment we had left behind. As a working woman, my mother joined the Pakistani embassy as a typist. She was a very good typist and won an embassy competition for speed. Perhaps that is why she is also a good harmonium player. She had a good voice too. Both my parents loved music and dancing, espe- cially ballroom dancing.
My father was a very elegant, very graceful dancer. During the coronation of the queen of England, there was a dance competition in which many of our embassy people participated. After a process of elimination, my parents won the first prize in ball- room dancing. Naturally, the embassy staff did their utmost to help us settle down, but it was really our Turkish relatives who made us feel at home.
One of my mother's brothers, Ghazi Ghulam Haider, who became the first English-language newscaster on Radio Pakistan, was—how shall I put it? He was always falling in love, and every so often we would discover that he had married again. Uncle Haider's first wife was a half-Turkish woman whose mother was a full Turk. Her brother, Hikmet, left India for Turkey and settled down there.
On reaching Ankara my father tried to locate Hikmet, even placing an advertisement in the newspapers, without success. Then, as luck would have it, a Turkish woman who knew Hikmet joined the Pakistani embassy as a typist.
Her name was Mehershan. Hikmet was in Istanbul. She telephoned him, and he came to Ankara to meet us. He introduced us to our other relatives. We would meet every so often, and we were always in and out of each other's homes.
One of those relatives was Colonel Kadri Bey. He was married to Leman Khanum. Of their two sons, Metin was extremely handsome, with a golden-brown moustache and curly hair, and Chetin is a wonderful man. I am still in contact with them. The English taught there was rudimentary, but the school helped us to learn very good Turkish, which went a long way in enabling us to become good friends with Turkish boys. Children at that age learn very fast and very well, and our accent and pronunci- ation became perfect.
Soon, we were so fluent that our Turkish friends couldn't tell we were foreigners. Even now, when I speak Turkish in Pakistan, it is very different from that of our interpreters. But we needed English as our medium of instruction. My parents discovered a German woman who had a private school attended by a number of for- eign boys and girls. We were admitted to her school and studied there for the rest of our time in Turkey. She was Madame Kudret—Kudret being her Turkish husband's surname.
She laid great emphasis on mathematics and geography, and that is why Javed and I became very good in both subjects; we were especially good at making calculations in our heads. Madame Kudret had a unique ability to make us enjoy mathematics, and she taught us easy methods for mental calculations. She honed our skills by making the children compete with one another.
My later marks were always the best in mathematics and geography, thanks to Madame Kudret. Even in class ten the equivalent of tenth grade in the United States , when my grades dropped dramatically for reasons that I shall explain, I earned a perfect score in mathematics. Madame Kudret also taught us world geography; we learned how to draw and read maps and how to identify countries, capitals, oceans, rivers, deserts, and mountains.
This knowledge helped me immensely when I joined the Pakistan Army. Since Madame Kudret's school was coeducational, there were non- Turkish girls there too. All three of us brothers were very shy around girls. They would invite us to their homes and parties, but we would invariably feel very awkward. I think they realized this and found it very amusing: ten-year-old girls are far more mature than ten-year-old boys, and they could run circles around us.
It was in Turkey, too, that I developed my lifelong fondness for sport. I trained in gymnastics and played volleyball, badminton, and football. Badminton is not a Turkish sport, but it was played in our embassy. Turkey is a soccer-crazed nation. Of course we also played marbles, as little boys do the world over, but this made my mother very angry. I would bandage my hands and hide the marbles from my mother by putting them in socks. I was a precocious but naughty little boy, always good at my studies, but not brilliant like Javed.
I was not very studious; Javed was.
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